Deenaa here.

:]]

Just now I didnt go to school. Went lepak with bbygirl and Rahayu. We chatted till the rest finish school and they met up with us. After that met up with syafiq. Then off i went to meet Jimmy. Then he blanja me eat at banquet. At first he plan to blanje me Pizza hut. ahhaa. Then tk jadi. So we just ate at banquet. I went home after that. Sleep then now I online and just blogging and webcam with my cousin who is sitting beside me. See how FUCKING bored we are. hahaha.





Ok, now I have to do my homework. Diyana must pass. Be a good girl. hahahha!!!! Ok bye.


P.S. AKU SAYANG MARDHIYANA!

Deenaa here.

Its been 6 days since I last update. And by the looks of it, so does deaaa. We've been busy with school and friends until we forgot to update. I usually have the free time to blog, but this pass one week, its been very difficult for me to blog. So anyway, Sorry.


This pass one week has been challenging. Its really testing my brains, heart and patience. I don't wish to go on details. So anyway, school has been great. Friends have been fantastic. Family has been a great pain in the neck. Me? I've been a super bitch. I just can't make up my mind. I'm still in love with a guy, but then I went on with another guy. See how bitchy I am. And everyone has been confessing their feelings for me. And its really confusing. FYI, I'm not pretty or have a nice figure. I'm fat and ugly. So I don't know what guys see in me. Seriously lah.

And now, seriously, I'm freaking confuse!!! I'm a fickle-minded girl.

Deenaa here.





This is for bbygirl.

Beb, I'm sorry if my attitude sucks for this past few days. I know I can be a bitch sometimes. Forgive me. Although we fight, we'll end up fine. But I feel like I'm mostly to be blamed. Forgive me once again. I never hold any grudges against you. I've always forgiven you. I hope if I ever make a mistake again, you'll forgive me and never hold any grudges. It hurts to see us fight. And you're welcome. I'm always here for you. And I know you've always been there for me through thick and thin, ups and downs. You're the bestest bbygirl I could ever asked for.


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I believe in myself. I can forget bout you affik. Life is full of ups and downs. I still have to move on. You hurt me not once, not twice, but countless of times. Its easy to forgive, but its difficult to forget. So let me be the first, I forgive you and believe me, I can forget bout you. I'm slowly forgetting. Memories erasing slowly. You've found someone, so have I. You've moved on, I'll shall too. I've been hurt a couple of times. So I'm used to it. No worries. No matter what, I shall smile. No amount of pain shall make me cry. My slogan, "KEEP ON SMILING EVEN WHEN IT HURTS. KEEP MOVING ON."

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Finished school at 2pm today. Went to woodlands with bbygirl to meet Ady. I sent bbygirl to bus-stop, but she wanted to walk. After that Ady and I went to Sembawang beach, hang out with his friend for awhile. By 7.20pm, we went to meet his another friend at Admiralty. After that he sent me home. Now I'm rotting at home. I had fun today. I really do. Tons of laughter with bbygirl, B's and Ady.

Deenaa here.

So hello!

I know I didn't blog yesterday. Went out with bbygirl. I can say its enjoyable. But kena scold by every boy in my life. But its ok.

Went to marina square and hang out for awhile. Was planning to meet syafiq there. But turns out we went to Tampines. Watch kude kepang. Its scary, but I like it alot. Its very fun. No regrets going down there. :]]

I notice that lately, my heart tends to get hurt. By friends or a guy. But its ok lah. Used to it by now.

Ok now, I'm tired. I haven't even iron my school uniform. Gosh!

ok bye.

Deenaa here.



First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARDEA!!!!

So anyway, went to school as usual and as late as usual. A few minutes late only. Finished at 11.30am. But have to wait for our class chairperson to collect our uniform. So end up going home at 12.45pm. Hang out with all of my B's. Then me and deaaa went to meet up with Syafiq. Went all the way to Boon Lay to meet him. Skali skale lah kn. Hang out for awhile, then at 5.15pm, we went home. And now I'm lying on my bed and typing away. I've yet to add up all my classmate on msn. So we can all chat. I LOVE SHAFIE!! My adorable Baby. And I love my B's too. (Too many B's to write) So now I want to add up my classmate. hahaha. Bye.

Deenaa here.


I'm freaking moody today. Bad mood, Heartache and tired! I'm so angry at a certain someone. It feels like my heart has just been cut into pieces AGAIN. I've had enough of all this shite. I'm gonna move on. Its killing me now looking at you FLIRTING with another girl, so might as well I just move on. Either way, its killing me. No use hanging around if you're just looking for another substitute. Its hard to do so, but I have to. Even if I stay by your side, you're hurting me. Might as well I just move on. Like I said, I'm gonna smile no matter what.


"The wound will heal. All you need is just time. In times to come, good memories will never fade, so does bad memories, but you're gonna fade."


This is what I'm gonna have in my mind.

I was stupid to believe your words. I was stupid to believe you love me. I was stupid to think you were meant for me. I was stupid to think I'm yours and you're mine. Its stupid. But it wasn't stupid for me to have fallen for you. No regrets on that. So all I can say is, you moved on, I'll move on. I'm a strong girl. I'll let this pass and never let it affect me.




:]]

Dhiyana here.

its been quite sometimes i didn't update the blog.
inactivate with it luhs. ahahahas.
well, today is the forth day of school.
everything's fine, going on good.
but is just that me and babygirl feel restless after school, almost everyday.
sumore i stay far siaaa, mcm bercinta oiii nak baleq.
ahahahahas.
i guess im taking a nap later, freaking tired already.

and yahh, to YOU girl, grow up please. stop being childish laaa.
i just don't entertain stupid childplay in my life.
i had enough of ur nonsense. i never hate u since i know u okay.
if i look like a bitch in ur eyes, talk to me personally.
im so upset with all the gossips i heard. i cried all night, no one knows.
WHAT A LIFE? haiyaaaa. i just had enough. i didn't expect u to treat me like rubbish.

kay than, thats all about it today.
byeeeee. [:

"Move or stay?"


So anyway, yesterday didnt blog because I came back at 10pm after school. I didnt hang around or anything. But I had to do a dance. Till 8.30pm. Had to go home because it took me 1 hour to reach woodlands. Its very tiring lah. Went home, like real only want to sleep, but in the end didnt sleep till 2am. Like I said, macam paham je. And today, after spending 12 hours in school yesterday, we got the results for the dance just now, and it was cool enough that my class got 3rd place. Out of 22 classes who danced, my class came 3rd. And the only one from Hospitality course who won it for all the years that they had the competition. Cool kan? HAHAHHA. It was freaking embarrassing uh, but worth it. And for being the only class who won the competition all this year from Hospitality course, our teacher was kind enough to let us start school at 9 instead of 8 tomorrow. Cool right? I like alot. ahahhaa! Ok now I'm tired, I want to rest.

Deenaa here again.

I know I'm posting more than deaaa, but she can hardly use the comp. So I'll be blogging on this blog more often. So don't be shocked if you see me blogging every single day.


So anyway, FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

It was totally awesome. Saw crystal as soon as in reach the MHP(Multi-Purpose Hall). Its good to see a face you know. So anyway, Me and deaaa checked out the class register, and guess what, me and deaaa got the same class!!! We were freaking happy seh. We were jumping up and down. hahaa. Everyone looked at us. Then we went to the classroom which we were assigned to. Its an air-conditioned room. Cool. hahaha.

I think I'm the most talkative girl in class. I mean the most talkative person in class. Me and deaaa kept on talking and talking. Hahaha. But its fun uh. Our classmate is also fun. They laugh at everything me and deaaa do. Its weird, I know.

The introduction was funny. Hahaha. I won't go into details. haha.

Overall, the school is great, the people there are fun and my classmate is cool. hahaha. Ok, Lets see; out of 100%, 50% minahs, 35% hot mats, 14% minah tk menjadi and 1%, ME! I'm average. Never a minah and never a minah tk menjadi. hahaha.

So now I just came back from meeting iskandar since deaaa asked me to accompany her. And now I'm sleepy thanks to late night chats. I wanna sleep now. Good evening! :]

Deenaa here. Weeeeeeeee~~~~~ I'M BACK!

How I miss Singapore. I mean my home. I mean my babygirl. I mean EVERYTHING. ahhaha.


So let me go into details.

Thursday;
Reached there at night. My grandmother cooked 'Ketam masak lemak chilli padi'. Its freaking nice sia. My favorite. I love my grandmother. After I ate, sat with my brother infront of the television. While he's playing the ps2, i sat beside him. He was playing 'Fatal Frame III', Its was freaking scary lah. I kept on hearing stuff during the game. At around 3am, I went inside the room and off to Fantasyland.


Friday;
Woke up early due to parents shouting. Actually, they were talking amongst each other. But their talking is like shouting. So thats how I woke up. Woke up, took a shower and went to Pekan Nenas(Somewhat like the town), bought a dye hair, and sadly, bought the wrong colour. Wanted to buy the light brown. But bought the dark brown instead. And when I finished with dying of my hair, it turned out to be black. Was feeling frustrated with my hair seh. I really can't have black hair, I'll go crazy. Seriously. So anyway, My grandmother cooked 'daging masak curry'. Its very nice. My grandmother cook mah. hahahaa.


Saturday;
Woke up again and took a shower. Sat infront of the television and watched my brother play the scary game again. I woke up at noon. So at around 3pm, my parents and ayu's parents went to the shopping mall near Kulai. I told my aunt to buy me another dye hair which is like, freaking light brown. So anyway, My grandmother cooked, 'sotong masak hitam, ikan pari masak asam pedas, sayur campur and daun meranti'. I kinda know all of you dont know whats all this dishes. hahaha. Malay cuisine. So anyway, Me and ayu took a ride around the village. We took tons of picture. hahaa. Its was kinda boring there, so We took pictures. Take a look.






Sunday;
Woke up early due to my mother. She woke us up because she want us to get ready to go back Singapore. hahha. Woke up, took a shower, and got ready. And now I'm in singapore lying down on my bed and typing away. hahaha. Oh, wanna see my grandparents house?






I told you its located beside the Padang. Every evening, there will be tons of Mat Malaysia playing soccer there. And every evening, their soccer ball will end up at my grandparents backyard. Typical. So anyway, school is starting tomorrow. Hahahaa. I'm excited! But guess what? My ITE clothes is freaking loose already. It looks huge on me now. I'm not trying to say I lose weight or something, but I'm freaking shock lah. Damn shocked! Oh my, How am I to go to school tomorrow with a huge blouse????! Couldn't think of a way to solve this problem, so I'm gonna go to school with that huge blouse. Gosh! Embarrassing much. I'm feeling so stressed up now. And I notice that pimples are popping out. 1st day of school have pimples. Pffffttt!!! I'm gonna solve this problem by hook or by crook.







P.S. I have no reason to hate you. I have no reason to leave you. I missed you to much to leave you. Weeks has passed. The feelings is still there. I might be crazy, But all I could think about was your eyes, lips, the way you smile and your touched. I'm practically going nuts here.


P.S. I don't know why. Its so sad to call you my friend when all you can do is bitch about me behind my back. How could you? I never hurt you in any way. Even if I didnt do it on purpose, I said sorry. But all you can do is continue to bitch about me behind my back. Like I said, its so sad to call you my friend.

we got really...


Dhiyana here.

since my babygirl have left M'sia, i'll update the blog.
today is her second day at M'sia, im wondering whats she's doing right now.
as usual, doing nothing at home. superr superr boreddd. can mati i tell you.
last night i can't sleep, tilt my body to the right, to the left, still can't sleep.
uurrrggghhh.
i miss talking to babygirl i guess. ahahahas. sweet gtuh kannnn.
kay, stop it eyy deaaa.
DEENAA cepat baleq! imysm ):
im waiting for your SMS on sunday.
school reopening soon. haiyaaa. leceh pe.
idk what shoes to wear to school. any ideas people? .__.

ouh yahh, later on meeting iskandar. going siloso beach to catch his jazz songs.
boredommmmm!
i hate jazz. boring luhs. but what to do, follow jehs luhs.
i sayang dierh nyerr pasal.
not forgetting my DEENAA too. *smiles*

okaeys, will update again soon.
gtg now. need to take shower and stuffs.
PS: babygirl, imy imy imy.

Deenaa here.

I'm off to Malaysia once my dad reaches home. For 4 days. I'm gonna miss Babygirl, Afad, Shafiq and everyone else. Oh my, I'm just gonna be away for 4 days, not 4 months or 4 years. But still, I never live a day without them.

Babygirl told me she's gonna blog later on. P.S. I didn't mean to go Malaysia. I was FORCED to.

I'm supposed to pack my things and clean up my room. But I'm sitting in my brother's room and happily typing away. hahaha.

Ok now, I have to go off. Have to pack my stuff. Be back on Sunday night.



P.S. I Miss You So Much.

So today will be the official day Diyana and Mardhiyana start blogging.
Since Mardhiyana is not around. I'm gonna start blogging first.

Lets see, errrrr, Ok, lets do some introductions kay??

Diyana aka Deenaa.


I'm currently studying Hospitality in ITE Clementi.
I'm turning 18 in like, 8 months??
Practically, I love to smile and laugh. (So don't ask me why everytime I smile or laugh)
I'm a happy-go-lucky person.
I'm single and happy with my status. (Not looking)
I live in Woodlands.
I'm not the 'stay-at-home' type of girl.
I love going out and have fun with my darlings.
Ok. What else did I forgot to add in?? I think thats all about me.


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Mardhiyana aka Dhiyana.



This is my babygirl.

She's taking the same course as me, Hospitality in ITE Clementi.
She's turning 18 in like, 2 months.
She lives in Hougang.( The other side of the country)
She's the most belo/crazy/fun girl I've ever seen.
She loves to smile and laugh. Just like me.
We're very much alike. Actually, come to think of it, we are alike.


People say we look alike. Well, you take a look for yourself. We have different taste in fashions. But we have the same taste in food. Ahahaha. Ok, thats all for today. Too tired to blog anymore.

S U N S H I N E's

Nur Diyana.
a.k.a. Deena
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)

Laughing machine. Fan of smiling.
A very friendly girl.
Most importantly, She's a random person.



Siti Mardhiyana.
a.k.a. Dhiyana
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)


Laughing gas. Queen of jokes.
A very social able girl.
Most importantly, She's just being her.



The Similarity between us;

We love being ourself even if it means we look like a fool.
We love to laugh whenever we see each other.
We do everything together.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Schoolmates/Classmates

Ayu(Hidayu)

Ayu(Rahayu)

Farah

Mardea

Mirahh

Nadia

Syerzan

Deenaa's friends

Amyra

Atiqah

Eyes

Ichan

Marly

Zanne Z

Dhiyana's friends

Alysha

Atin

Faris

FatinHaziqah

FatynFertycia

Fazlianah

Fisah

Ilyana

Lisha

Manjerbiolz

Syazwani

Wan

Wana

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