Dhiyana.

whyy blogger becomes more sucks?
i can't upload pictures, fuck pe. urghhh!
nemind, will upload soon.

well saturday, boring day everr! but at least get to meet diyana for awhile.
sleep, eat & sleep.
wanted to meet junn at marina but her dad&fahreen doesn't allow her to go out as she have just recovered.
nazri text-ed me, wanted to go marina together, but i didn't want, cos all his friends were there too. leceh uhs!
so, i met diyana awhile at esplanade, chill jap than home sweet home.
that night i slept over jun's house and we chat till morning. as i was sleeping, i heard someone talking but i ignored, i was scared actually, check2, jun talking to fahreen lurrr~ paiseyyy.

Sunday, hari yang sungguh GEREKKK(:
woke up, take shower, make-up, wait for jun, meet lisha.
we were laughing all the way, i don't really remember what happened. lek siol aku!
arrive at cik man's place, change to k.kepang tights and shirt, than went for a smoke break.
as we arrive at kallang, which is the guy side, its all overwhelmed by the GERHANA cutting design.
noisy+irritating!
hahahahas.
everything ended arnd 6.30pm, semua dah knock out!
bob is so funny, and we had alot of fun in the bus. hahahahahaha!

but im sad too at that point of time, buntal......
he have to leave all of us very soon..... hais... we gonna miss YOU babe!
AND im hating someone super duper fucking much! FUCK OFFFFF!
piece of shit YOU!

i guess till here. tc freaks!

Deenaa. :D


HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Oh gosh, where should I start? Basically, I LOVE MY WEEKENDS!WUUUHOOOOO!

Saturday!

Start off my day by waking up at 8am and heading down to my new house with ayu. Got ready to go out. Went out at 11am to the old woodlands to settle something. Then we went back to her house to clean her house and off we went City Hall. In the train, saw lots of weird people. REALLY REALLY weird.

Reached at marina square and we went for a smoke then we went to eat at MacD's and went for a smoke break again then we went through the entrance for the NDP thingy. Thanks to Nor Iqbar Khan for the tickets. Ayu and me took the fun pack and got seated. as soon as we got seated, we took tons of pictures and videos to kill out boredom. And then there was this 2 girls who went up the stairs to give out ballons. I called her and said, "Heheheh, can I have a ballon. The flower one. purple. Thank you!" hahahha! Then I suddenly got so happy. Weird right. Mcm budak kecik pulak.

So anyway, I was damn happy that I spent my time with my cousin for yesterday. We were like talking;

Ayu: "Adik, dh brape lame kite tk gi tgk NDP?"
Me: "Errr, since primary 5??"
Ayu: "Oh yah. Primary 5 we went there together, now we're going again, TOGETHER."
Me: "hahah. yah."

Basically, I miss spending time with my dearest cousin. We had a chat after the whole thing. We were sitting while waiting for mardhiyana and we talked.

Ayu: "Adik, I love you."
Me: "HAHHA! Why so random?"
Ayu: "I'm feeling sad and I'm glad you're born or else I'll be sitting somewhere crying and waiting to commit suicide."
Me: "I'm always here for you. Although your words can be harsh sometimes, I still love you and I've always forgiven you. Never have I kept hatred in my heart towards you."

Basically, we had our moments. To why I told you that is, I love my cousin so much. No matter what she did to me or say to me, I'll still forgive her. I never kept any grudges against her. We're cousin(to me, we're more like sisters), even if we fight, we're still cousin. Our blood is still the same. Tapi aku jugak yg bnyk besabar gan die. but I LOVE HER.

After mardhiyana came, we lepak at esplandade for awhile then went off.


Sunday!!

Affik messaged me saying he wants me back. In my heart, I still can't accept him yet since I still love my ex. He told me bout the times we used to have together. I'm touched(seriously), but I really need time to move on and think ahead. I'm glad he said he'll give me all the time I need.

Basically, cut the story short, I enjoy my day. ALOT. :D



I'll upload pictures on the next post k. k bye.

Labels: A night in the town.

deenaa


'I just need you'


Hello. Today's friday!! I'm like so glad its friday. I've been waiting for friday since monday. ahaaha!

So far my week has been average. Good and bad at the same time. Mostly good. ;]

I'm feeling so weak and sleepy lately. Thank allah I've send all those pictures to those who needs it. And one of the loads are off me now, which is the debate thingy.

I can't even call mardhiyana tonight. We ALWAYS(without fail) call each other on friday night, saturday and sunday. Now I can't call her coz my prepaid damn freaking low already. pffft.

Tomorrow I'm going to watch NDP preview with dearest. I can't wait! Syg kau lah dearest. Hoping to meet bbygirl after the preview.

"The sense of belonging isn't there anymore."

deenaa


"My gain is your downfall."


Basically I'm watching 'Vacancy' and blogging at the same time. So anyway!!!

Just now I was at my new house. Then my dad called and told me to go down the block to carry some stuff up. So I jolly well went down the lift and reached the 1st floor. Then as I turned around and look the the RC under my block, I saw 2 guys looking at me. Then I turned back around. I noticed they looked at me until my dad reached under my block. The next thing happened when I turned was, they weren't there. ok. That's just the small thing. The big thing was, when I was helping my dad unload the things, I heard shoutings. Such as, "PUKIMAK! DTG SINI BALIK!!!". Then the next thing, I saw the 2 guys who was looking at me earlier, running as fast as they could right pass me. And I did saw 1 of the guy's face. Just above his eyebrow, there was tons of blood flowing out, down to his cheeks and down to his shirt.

And when I took a look at the RC, there was one group of guys, the bike which fell and the guy's slipper. Then a few minutes ltr, the police came. Serious shit sia, I was fucking scared.

So anyway, now I'm at my old house now. Relaxing and loving it. heeeeeeee.:DDD


:D

Labels: The darkness turns to light.

Dhiyana.

TO DEENAA: its okay lahs babe. just don't repeat. im sorry too.
imy too my BITCH.
had fun with the STORMKING MENTHOL. hahahahahahas.

Deenaa


Can't wait for saturday! Going out with dearest Nurul to NDP preview. Happy nye.

I miss Mardhiyana(But she's beside me)
I miss Nurul.
I miss Aisyah.
I miss Rosnadia.
I miss Chica.
I miss Zanne.
I miss Amyra.
I miss Lisha.
I miss Jun.
I miss Faiz kecik.
I miss Ichan.
I miss Syameel Azwan.
I miss Azri.
I miss Afad.
I miss having gatherings.
I miss going out with mardhiyana every sat and having fun.
I miss all the laughters with mardhiyana and the rest.
I miss working with mardhiyana.
I miss shopping with mardhiyana.
I MISS EVERYTHING!

TO:MARDHIYANA

I'm sorry beb if I scold you just now. I know, its my bad. I apologies. Mood mcm sial. Babi btl lah diyana. SORRY TAU. Syg kau lah gems. hahaha!


Haish. Projects here and there. Havent even started on the BEV project and About me project. Gosh. LFS project going to present soon while CMB has to act it out soon.

Ok bye. class ending soon. Going to my new house ltr and that means no internet and onlining. :(

See you soon.

Labels: Missing

Get back to the way it was.

:D

-deenaa

'I got a feeling that tonight is not gonna be a good night.'


And it came true. What a fate.

BTW, deenaa here.


Don't worry, I'm still hating guys. I mean, I'm hating guys even more. But I just don't know why, I miss him alot. memories with him. Well, like they say, "nothing last forever". True indeed. Bodoh sak nie comp. Org tgh sedih2 teros kluar lagu sedih. babi btl.

So anyway, spent my day ytd with bbygirl and our guy friends. It was average. It was wawan's birthday. So we girls made him a birthday card with all of our pictures in it. The so called memories we spent together. It was damn nice. Watched movie with them and watched them play pool. After so, I slept at mardhiyana's house. Reached her house at 4.30am. Overall, I enjoyed my day.

Today, everyone seems to pick a fight with me. Dh nk mampos agaknye satu2 manusia nie. Anyway, I was suppose to sleep at my new house today. ALONE. But mummy say nvm, i can come there tomorrow after school. Fuck! I suddenly have the urge to eat spaghetti. nvm, tmr i buy ingredient and cook all by myself. I dont know why but lately, I've been having cravings. Early this morning, I was craving for sambal udang. And lately, I've been having migrain and feel like puking. Dh gile agaknye. haish.

Btw, Maybe I wont update. MAYBE JE. Coz shifting house and all. No internet connection there. So everytime that I need to use the lappy, I'll go, "Mummy!! Adik gi umah lame kite eh. Nk internet uh". Sanggop seh! Internet nye psl, sanggop jln dari rumah baru smpi rumah lame, which takes me about 10-15 mins. STAKAT INTERNET JE TAU. Ok lah. when i'm free then I update kay. bye.

:)

Sentence of the day;
"Life's a roller coaster ride and guys are just the kids ride. Which I'll never ride for now."

There's a kid in everyone, But not now for me. Had enough.

Labels: Tears turns to blood.

Dhiyana.

HEY GO AND DIE AND NEVER COME BACK OKAYS?

U SUCKS BIG TIME! I HATE YOUUUUU, A*M* a.k.a BOY! WILD BOAR!
I SWEAR I HATE YOU BIG MOTHER FUCKER!


Take my words, OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL END!
I Hate the memories we've been through together.
IT SUCKS! ITS NOT WONDERFUL AT ALL! *PUIII*


Anyways tmrw meeting all the peeps again(:
im loving it.
MONDAY SCHOOLING -.-

okay, im done here!
bye freaks.

deenaa.

Tear my heart open and throw it away, if thats what you're planning to do. I'm done with this bullshit. My words are clear. My story have been told. My heart belongs to no one and no one's heart belongs to me. I'm an independant girl and a strong one too. I have tolerate enough nonsense from guys. My patience has run low towards guys. No more trusting guys, No more loving them. I'm hating them. Thats my final sentence. No more hope to fall in love or to even have a simple crush. I'm done with all this shit.


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People can say what they want. And they can do whatever they want. I have no rights to stop them. But a piece of advice, Don't hate someone who don't even know what their mistakes are. Allah gave people mouth to speak up, instead of bitching bout other people just because you find their one weakness. And another advice, NEVER give someone advice if YOU yourself can't even carry out your own advice. You people have made worst mistakes then me, so dont hate me just because of one of my weakness. This is human basically. Love to hate people who are abit better then them. Typical.


I end my words here. I dont wish to spoil people's mood by stating some facts.

Enjoy the rest of your day fools.



*I just need a week to keep my mind calm and tolerate all this nonsense AGAIN. My patience is at a level where I can just burst. Keeping it cool, and trying to build up my tolerance level and patience level again.*

Deenaa here.

It feels like forever since the last time I update this blog. Coz this week is so damn busy and packed for me to even use the comp. Monday school. Tuesday, went out with mardhiyana and is. Wednesday, rot at home. and today, went to meet mardhiyana and off to tampines to shop. then went home at 6.30pm.

Even when i online on wednesday, i dont bother to even update the blog or even check the blog.

Its been 3 days now that class has been canceled because of the case in my class. Tomorrow also the same. hais. rot at home again. damn!

But tmr going out. happy! Then saturday also go out. LAGI HAPPY! hahahaha.

Cannot wait to spend time with my gfs and hopefully, guy friends too.

P.S. I'm missing my belos gfs and bfs. I miss taking pictures with them. I miss spending time with them and laughing. I miss them calling ros kumbang. hahaha! And most of all, I MISS ALL OF THEM SO MUCH. Now We're all counting on ros to plan something so that we can see each other again. Lagi2 azri. lelaki yg paling susah nk jumpe.

Ok dh, night bodoh.

Labels: Sweet sweet memories.

Dhiyana.

well, i just miss my kuda kepang peeps soo much!
as well as i miss tarian too.
hahahahahahas.

yest and today, NO SCHOOL!
woohoo! as one of my classmate is suspected with H1N1.

well, yest meet iskandar at city hall, lepak for a while, than home sweet home.
SATURDAYYYYYYY! waiting for the day, where i can meet all my beloved gfs. can't wait.
MEET YOU GIRLS SOON YAWWWW!

byebye.

snapped by pelahappp(:

Dhiyana here(:

dah lama aku tak blog eyy.
FIRST OF ALL, i LOVE my gfs alot, damn alot!
hahahaha.
i enjoyed myself these few weeks, and im loving it.
TO DEENAA: hahahaha, i miss all that too. the night rider, marina square, numbers, esplanade, EVERY SINGLE THINGS! hahahahas.
well, i just LOVELOVELOVELOVE my GIRLFRIENDS soooo much(:
&& btw, i somehow miss lishaaa, she's now sleeping over her dad house.
so, susah nak dapat jumpa dierh skrg.

well, yest iskandar texted me.
ajak me teman him to shop at bugis. so i went. lambat pulak tuh keluar rumah. mak oiii!
went to the shop that he wants to buy his stuffs, BUT UNFORTUNATELY, kedai dah bankrupt dokk. hahahahahas. member sedih siot.
so, we went to eat.
and guess what, he ate 2 bowls of mee. pelahappppppp!
hahahahahahas.
will upload photos of him later.

plan wanna meet junn, but she's at grandlink, karaoke-ing with her guy friend.
so takperh, takyah. we went lepak.
reach home arnd 12.30midnight. tros knock out siaaa. hahahahahs.

today, sit at home dying in boredom!
iskandar book-in already.
deenaa?????
hmm, wondering what she's doing huh?
hahahahas.
nanti kiterh kacau dierh!!!!
i miss kakak angel, sally sanchi and reggaeton!
hahahahahhas.

BTW!
i miss kuda kepang alot siaaaa.
sedih~

klahs, till here.
byebye.

Hello twits!

Deenaa here.

I'll post pictures after I blog kay.

Thursday, Went out with all the girls. Never had a dull moment with them. Like I told them, I'm always laughing and smiling when I'm with them. At least don't backstabbed me unlike some people. Nevermind, I wont spend my time entertaining people who's bound to talk bout me behind me. I love them lah.

Friday, went to interview with mardhiyana and off we went home. But I went to met up with my secondary friends after I reached home and changed my clothes. Hang out with Ros, Amyra, Eyes and our dearest Faiz. Dh hot stuff seh faiz. hahaha. Reached home at around 9.30pm. Aisyah came over and chilled for awhile then off she went home. Done.

Saturday, boring day ever!!!!!! Woke up at 8am just to follow my mum to the pasar. gantok tau. Then reached home then helped to cook. Then off to my grandaunt's house then to the hospital. Then went home. Talked on the phone with A. Till 2am. haha. Swit lah si belo nie. He waited from 9pm till 12.30am just for me to msg him. But I was sleeping from 7pm till 12.30am. Then msged him and then we chatted on the phone. Like I said, swit seh nie belo. He sang me a song which has something got to do with the first time we met. The first time I looked at him and smile. Then first time we went out. The first time we kissed. Damn sweet sia. ahahhaa. Have the bitterness also uh. After he sang me the song, he told me about from the moment he saw me till today. I cried sia. hahahhaa. ok done.

Sunday, woke up early AGAIN to accompany my brother to woodlands lame just to buy PS2 for himself. From 9.30am till 2pm we sat there just to wait for the shop to open. Now i'm at home lying down and blogging. kay done. now pictures time.








My cousin from NZ.
Lisa



She took a picture of me. ahhaa!

Kay done. bye twits.

Labels: Syg means love. :]

Mardhiyana, I miss the times we spent together. The laughs and all the fun things we used to do or go. Those memories are still fresh in my head. The time when we always go out every sat. And remember, new numbers every sat? hahaha. Funny seh. The time when we sat at Redhill and a group of guys sat infront of us like dorg dijemput ddk gitu. hahaha. I miss those times so much lah beb! And esplanade, remember? Night Rider? I still remember everything like it happened only last week. hahaha! I miss it lah beb. Soon kay??? :]

-deenaa-

Labels: My bestest girl.

Labels: memories of us.

S U N S H I N E's

Nur Diyana.
a.k.a. Deena
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)

Laughing machine. Fan of smiling.
A very friendly girl.
Most importantly, She's a random person.



Siti Mardhiyana.
a.k.a. Dhiyana
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)


Laughing gas. Queen of jokes.
A very social able girl.
Most importantly, She's just being her.



The Similarity between us;

We love being ourself even if it means we look like a fool.
We love to laugh whenever we see each other.
We do everything together.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Schoolmates/Classmates

Ayu(Hidayu)

Ayu(Rahayu)

Farah

Mardea

Mirahh

Nadia

Syerzan

Deenaa's friends

Amyra

Atiqah

Eyes

Ichan

Marly

Zanne Z

Dhiyana's friends

Alysha

Atin

Faris

FatinHaziqah

FatynFertycia

Fazlianah

Fisah

Ilyana

Lisha

Manjerbiolz

Syazwani

Wan

Wana

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