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Monday, July 6, 2009 ' 10:44:00 PM
I promised that I'll stay by your side.
I promised that I'll love you.
I promised that I'll not cry even when you leave.
I promised that I'm always fine.
I promised that I'll be strong.
I promised that I'll stay happy all the time.
I promised that I give you my blessing.
I promised that I won't think of you.
I promised that I'll be happy for you.
I promised that I stick to you no matter what.
I promised that I trust you.
I promised that I'll not lie to you.


But I'm not keeping my promise.

I'm not by your side.
I've stopped loving you.
I cried when you leave.
I'm not fine.
I'm not that strong.
I'm not being happy.
I've no strength to give you my blessing.
I thought of you.
I'm not happy for you.
I can't be there with you now.
I won't trust you anymore.
I did not lie to you, you lied to me.



A world full of emptiness. A dark world. A world full of sadness. I've put on a smile on my face for far too long now. Even when I'm sad, I'll still smile just so everyone around me will smile. I'm tired of smiling all the time for the time being. I wanna cry my heart out. I wanna scream! I wanna cry! I wanna be alone! I wanna have a normal life again!

My life seems dark now. All the sadness seems to come to me now. I used to be so strong. But I can't carry on pretending to be strong when I have my weaknesses at certain times.

I love someone which I may not have. I'm so confuse. I lost my trust in guys. Why can't guys feelings be direct? I just want it to be damn direct. If you like her, tell her coz she may feel the same way. If you treat her a friend, tell her so she wont continue on liking you. Dont make a girl wait.



deenaa.

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Nur Diyana.
a.k.a. Deena
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)

Laughing machine. Fan of smiling.
A very friendly girl.
Most importantly, She's a random person.



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Siti Mardhiyana.
a.k.a. Dhiyana
Eighteen
ITE Clementi;
Hospitality Operations
(Higher Nitec)


Laughing gas. Queen of jokes.
A very social able girl.
Most importantly, She's just being her.



The Similarity between us;

We love being ourself even if it means we look like a fool.
We love to laugh whenever we see each other.
We do everything together.


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  • Syerzan


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  • Eyes
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  • Marly
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  • Alysha
  • Atin
  • Faris
  • FatinHaziqah
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  • Lisha
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