Wednesday, April 7, 2010 ' 2:45:00 PM

Having high self-esteem, have confidence in myself and of course loving myself.
How to, if your words that you claimed were just honest opinions kept bringing me down every single time I tried to bring myself up? And you exaggerate when it comes talking about something that you know you will probably hurt my feelings.
I know I’m nowhere near your standard, but when are you going to realize how deeply hurt I felt?
You know, you are just bringing me down, every single time. I know u didn't mean what u say, but hey come on guysssssssssss. Or either im the one who is too sensitive with it?
Why are we both always making a big fuss over small matters? Im just too sick and tired of it, i swear.
Was it because you were at fault all the time or you simply swallow every single fault I threw at you and not voicing out all my faults?
I know I may have not been a good girlfriend and putting tears in your eyes; No relationship is perfect, ever ?
And guys, you know what’s my problem?
I have a fucking huge ego, and it’s affecting my relationship.
How to solve?
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- Dhiyana.
Thursday, April 1, 2010 ' 12:41:00 AM
I miss mardhiyana.I miss my girls. SO MUCH.
I kept on thinking bout the times we went karaoke, Hangout at Clarke Quay and just go anywhere to have fun.
I want that day to come again. But without money, nothing is possible. Haish.
Everyone is busy. I'm starting to be busy now. Working.
I'm having this craving to eat at Ramen Ten, Sushi, and watching movies. Tons of movies. And I definitely have this urge to go on a date with my mum. I wanna treat her to the finest food life has to offer.
Gosh, I miss spending time with my mum too.
P.S. I MISS SITI MARDHIYANA MORE.
Babe, now you're feeling what I used to feel. Dulu kau kluar gan fir everyday, aku sorg kt rumah, tkde pape nk bikin. Mcm loner. Skrg kau pulak rase lonely. Gathering soon kay???
And those girls better make it!
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